including your white trash whore of a girlfriend!
i try to make conversation.... i know i shouldn't. i TRY. ...
because i want to keep this friendship alive.
but apparently it's like... i can't do a damn thing right.
i dont care if you're having a dicky day... keep your shit in your ass, don't dump it on me.
im going to have to be proactive. delete all references of you... block you... get rid of your numbers.
im forcing myself and there's nothing coming back.
i hope karma kicks in and does right by you.
'cause we all know what a flaming bitch she can be.
i think.... if anything... you're going to push me into the realm of fucking lesbianism... no lie.
why can't i find someone like Darren that lives HERE?!
WHY DO I HAVE TO LEAVE MY FUCKING COUNTRY TO FIND A GOD DAMN.... PERSON?!?! GAAAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I WANT TO MURDERRRRR!
top it off, i install the last.fm scrobe... but it's not scrobing... saying that the time isn't in synch. BUT IT IS, FUCKER!
like... now that i think of it.... this relationship is just a sick and disgusting loop of itself tenfold. we always go through the same things... same issues... same situations... and i keep saying the same things...
im not waiting for you
im not going to sit by and watch this
i can't wait on you... i can't be on-call for you and your status
you're killing me on the inside...
i don't know why i even bother to try... why do i hope so god damn hard that there is a future for us? am i just so desperately alone and annoyed with life that it's come to this? most likely. i know im putting all my eggs in the same toilet-paper made basket... but really... it's all i've known. and breaking out has always been a hard thing for me to do.
this is why i want to leave. i need to travel, get away from this country, and meet some new people. i could care less for the people that i consider friends right now. im tired of them completely. their lack of care, their whining, their totality. they stink. fuck you all.
GOOD FUCKING NIGHT, ASSWIPES.
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Ok, come on down to Texas! Then we'll all move together to Austin, and it will be awesome! The crazy weather will drive you nuts though. =]
I think getting rid of him entirely is probably for the best. From what I can gather, it really looks like he's just trying to punch you in the gut for shits and giggles. Not cool at all.
i still think about him, just not as much
can you say lame?!
don't worry... i plan on visiting all my mericano friends! you're on my list! gonna work top to bottom... so actually, you're mebbe near the end of the list, lawlz... and im used to crazy weather... i live in canada... its winter, but no snow!? people wearing shorts?! blaaah!